glimmers of light, peaking inside a capsule of some mood stabilizing medication. not zombified but attempting to be free of the dirt that ails me — apr 30.

cowboys and angels

my body is being exorcized and my ego demolished by prince charming — may 11.

im so deeply afraid of the filth that has pooled inside of my mind since birth, its like theres no way to escape myself. i cant even escape, no matter where i go i follow. i might as well stay here and lap up the flames consuming my desires and self. over and over again - may 28